Not using this blog anymore..
Wednesday, March 2, 2011
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Tuesday, April 20, 2010
All about him..
Everything about hym... After i read all my long2 tyme ago post.. den i realize tat its all about hym.. Till now, after 2 yrs.. still about hym oso...
Maybe some ppl might be sick nn tired of reading n listening to me about hym.. but for sure.. i guess.. for now, its all about him him him..... But i n hym wont be together anymore...
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Sunday, January 17, 2010
Welcome abroad 2010..
Im still the old same AISHAH...
What's different bout me now is my working place..
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Thursday, April 9, 2009
lyfe update
hey!
i've got new fwen.
he stay near my blok. already mit hym.
he's cool n fun to talk with.
lyke hys attitude whu's kind of relax dude.
knw hym on 24 march.
lately i've been very bz with work.
nice function.
n evrythn great xcpt for my pay.
boss pay only half of my pay. sad2 sehk.
just nw i mit palat. at amk aftr my work til 6.30am. isnt tat long. palat2.
2mrw he goin to taiwan oready. i mean, todae. hm. tkcre my fwen.
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Wednesday, March 11, 2009
Heyya..
I mit my ex, Haslan lately..
evrythng great.. we spend the whole night together..
Tats was a last min thingy...
but its been perfect for us...
I dont know how i feel 2wards hym.
but.. mybe i did still lurv hym..
but.. he kip saying dat dier dah ludah n takkn jilat alek..
Shoo, wads dat means..??...
Hmm..
Dat show me dat we wont b 2gthr animre but y isz he giving me hope..??
I neva start anythng.. He make e first move..
IM fucking confused n quite angry with hys attitude...
He put me in a question mark zone..
I tried to talk to hym bout tiz but he ignore me...
Hmm...
For now, my lyfe are cool...
Most of tyme r with my werk n my girls fren..
Yaya n Mimi...
Dey haf been great 2wards me..
Lurve dem shoo muchy...
Niwae, dis friday the 13... (March)
There will b an event at my werk place..
Its called masquerade nite...
it start from 7pm onwards...
It cost $35 with 3 free drinks...
(Our housepour n beers..)
Our premium bottle (20% discount)
Come join us n There will b comedians... n much mre...
It was held at Estate Bar...
21 Aroozoo Avenue...
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Saturday, February 21, 2009
Halu..
Lyfe haf been abit sux lately..
My cuzie (Ayu) was admited last week at SGH...
Today.. My atok was oso admited at CHangi HospitaL...
N my mum soon wil haf to go 4 operation...
After hearing all dis news, i feel scared if i lose sumone i
dearly love...
I kind of crying ryte now..
Nid sumone to talk to but everyone ignore me...
Even hym..
I just nid a fren to b with me ryte now..
Shuld i take off today??..
I dont know sehk..
Last min isz not good...
Haix..
I hope dat 2mrw off will be approve...
Shoo i get to mit my atok...
Hmm..
Lyf e geetiing soo hard diz daysss....
Im shoo confused...
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Thursday, February 19, 2009
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Tuesday, February 3, 2009
Torture is evergoing you only want to shout.
You bleed inside you will never have relief.
You lose all of your beliefs.
Every memory cuts into your soul like a blade.
You can never be saved.
It hurts so much you don't want to breathe.
The pain never leaves.
If you only had one more chance.....but it's gone.
You've been tortured so long.
The only relief you can recieve is to be with him again.
He is the only one who can save you from your pain and sin.
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Halo.....
Todae i start werk at 2pm..
Shoo, i get out from mai houze at 1pm..
Mit ma fren at Kovan..
Everythng goes well n wad best bout 2dae is dat i just werk for 1 hr n e rest just
sit n relax..
Talk about lots of thngs with ma manager..
Haha!!
N now i got new fwen..
Mohd, Xavier and Eric...
Welcome 2 Mai life..!!!
cant believe tat dey r shoo baek n gerek to mix with...
We have some thngs in common n dey r those guys whu is 25 yrs n above..
Shoo can call Bro ah...
HELLO BRO...
Hmm..
2mrw i nid to go paya lebar..
Nid to buy blander n sum otha stuff..
For werk thng ahk...
With dem..
Haiyoo...
Shoo Leceh.
But good ah dat we want go breakfast first...
Haha!!
For now, my job gona b a secret..
If i work long enough den i will tell u guys k..
Hehe!!
Im Shoo Happy...
Just now just finish eating KFC...
Yummy!! Tak sempat amek gMbr sehk..
=)
But nvm..
Haha!! Hmm..
Klor..
2mrw i will kip evryone update again..
Myb with pictures..
-Chow-
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Monday, February 2, 2009
Saturday, January 31, 2009
Lepak TymE...
Halu Everyone...
Firstly, u guys shuld listen to "Bobby Tinsley" Songs...
If u are into love songs.. It shuld be e right choice of songs...
Trust me.. U gonna lyke it .. haha!!
Bobby Tinsley
This is few of the songs..
Try listening to it..
U gonna love it..
TRUST ME..!!
=)
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Friday, January 30, 2009
AKU CINTA PADAMU
Andainya engkau ku miliki
Terdahulu sebelumnya
Andai ku curah rasa hati
Mungkin kini ku tenang di sampingmu
Belum puas ku menikmati
Kesan kasih sayang kau terpaksa pergi
Inginku terus dicintai
Walau bisikanmu azimat berduri
Bila cinta berbunga
Jadi airmata di jariku
Betapa ku cinta padamu
Katakanlah kau cinta padaku
Sematkanlah di hatimu
Walau di mana berada
Ingatku dalam doamu
Hiasilah hati
Dengan cinta suci
Selamanya
Gemerlapkan jiwa
Semikanlah cinta
Semoga kau dan aku
Akhirnya bersama
Akukan menunggu
Walaupun seribu tahun lagi
"Actualie, i dont realie lyke dis song...
But its all about love with makes me cant stop singing this song..."
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Love it.. Love it.. Lyke it..
My lyfe are getting very awesome...
Get to mit up weird ppL n sum doesnt look lyke a person..
Haha!! Hmm.. After i noe dis guy, i sumkind of know dat deres sumthing bout us.
We are weird prsn n he's e very very weird one.
Neva get to stop laughing sehk wen msging hym...
He kind of sweet n understand me loads...
Its lyke we have known for years but actualie it just months...
Wheneva i start thnking bout hym.. It makes my WORLD GO ROUND...
SHoo.. Am i in love..?...
Guess shooo....
Yippeee!!!!
Aniwae, i alreadie get a job.. N im happy about it.
At first no lah coz no one encourage me..
But thanks too atok cute...
He alwaes give me e encouragement tat i want...
THANK YOU!!!
Aku Cinta Padamu - Siti Nurhaliza
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Tuesday, January 27, 2009
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Hmm..


Ikan Siakap
Aishah in the car.. Nak jadi Datin2... Ader driver mah.. haha!!
Sorrie Mum..
"Yaya eat alot.. Hmm.. Yummy!!"

Doesnt look lyke me.. But percayalah.. Dats is me..
Monyet2 di mandai.. Cute kan... Can i bring hOme..??
Nice view.. Love it..
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Thursday, January 22, 2009
Wow!! Im shoo Happy...!!! :-)
NOW... Im so damn confused what to du sehk..
Feeling shoo damn bored at homie...
Hmm...
My novels alreadie half wae to e ending...
Du u think i get to publish my own book..??
I oso dnt noe ler...
This is my starting of d story...
"Haikal! Jangan tinggalkan i. Hidup i tidak bermakna lagi tanpa u. I merayu kepada u sayang. Jangan lepaskan i..." Itulah ucapan terakhir yang dapat aku sampaikan kepadanya.
Selepas pemergian nya, hidup aku mula rasa kesepian. Ini bukan kali pertama aku putus cinta tetapi ini adalah kali pertama aku sangat menghargai sesebuah perhubungan. Melupakan dirinya, aku percaya bahawa ia tidak akan pernah terjadi.
Setiap kali apabila aku bersendirian di rumah, aku mula merasakan kesepian. Kesepian yang terlalu sukar untuk aku menukarkan kepada perasaan yang lain.
That's e starting....
Hehe..!! Lain2... tunggu saje k...
The story is mostly about my life...
Maybe in 3 months tyme, i will finish it n going to malaysia for approval n nid a publisher... Hehe!!
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Day by day... i starting to lyke a guy.. He's nice n too nice..
Even it was just a simple sms, just by looking at hys name appearing at my hp...
It alreadie can make my day...
I dont know how hys thnking about me...
He's not tat good looking but he's just nice to look at....
He's sweet, cute n fun to talk with.
He neva fail to make me smile or even laugh n i dnt thnk he knew it.
Hmmm....
No one knows about it.. But jus both my bestie...
They ask me 2 forget hym n go for anotha guy but how??..
He's e first guy i know n lyke after my ex left me...
Wad shuld i du now??
Shuld i tell hym...?? hmm... Mayb not now.
Haix...
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Sunday, January 18, 2009
There's no more me n hym or even us.. Jus me, myself n i.
Having to let hym go, its hard for me.. But i think im oreadie feeling 'serik'.
I alreadie get a job n im starting a new beginning of my lyfe.
Not into rltnshp n just want 2 b fiends with evryone..
I love myself n i do have a crush on sumone..
But tat prsn is attached. I neva tell hym anythng about my feelings.
Coz its too early.. But its alreadie to late for me 2 tell hym evrythng.
N now, nuthing lyke dat will happen coz i dont wan 2 snatch anyone bf..
Im happie getting cloze with my besti bck.. She alwaes been there 4 me.
She's evrythng.. 4 now, i want to make myself happy n njoy my life...
To my guy gd fren, hope u get the girl of ur dream.
To Haslan, im sorry n will neva come bck...
To everyone... welcome 2 my life...!!!
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Monday, January 12, 2009
You’re everything I thought you never were
And nothing like I thought you could’ve been
But still you live inside of me
So tell me how is that?
You’re the only one I wish I could forget
The only one I’d love to not forgive
And though you break my heart, you’re the only one
And though there are times when I hate you
Cause I can’t erase
The times that you hurt me
And put tears on my face
And even now while I hate you
It pains me to say
I know I’ll be there at the end of the day
I don’t wanna be without you babe
I don’t want a broken heart
Don’t wanna take a breath with out you babe
I don’t wanna play that part
I know that I love you
But let me just say
I don’t want to love you in no kind of way no no
I don’t want a broken heart
And I don’t wanna play the broken-hearted girl…No...No
No broken-hearted girl
I’m no broken-hearted girl
Something that I feel I need to say
But up to now I’ve always been afraid
That you would never come around
And still I want to put this out
You say you’ve got the most respect for me
But sometimes I feel you’re not deserving me
And still you’re in my heart
But you’re the only one and yes
There are times when I hate you
But I don’t complain
Cause I’ve been afraid that you would've walk away
Oh but now I don’t hate you
I’m happy to say
That I will be there at the end of the day
I don’t wanna be without you babe
I don’t want a broken heart
Don’t wanna take breath with out you babe
I don’t wanna play that part
I know that I love you
But let me just say
I don’t want to love you in no kind of way no no
I don’t want a broken heart
And I don’t wanna play the broken-hearted girl...No…No
No broken-hearted girl
Now I’m at a place I thought I’d never be…Oooo
I’m living in a world that’s all about you and me…yeah
Ain't gotta be afraid my broken heart is free
To spread my wings and fly away
Away With you
yeah yeah yeah, ohh ohh ohh
I don’t wanna be without my baby
I don’t wanna a broken heart
Don’t want to take a breath with out my baby
I don’t wanna play that part
I know that I love you
But let me just say
I don’t want to love you in no kind of way..No..No
I don’t want a broken heart
I don’t wanna play the broken-hearted girl..No..No..
No broken-hearted girl
Broken-hearted girl No…no…
No broken-hearted girl
No broken-hearted girl

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