lyfe update

hey!
i've got new fwen.
he stay near my blok. already mit hym.
he's cool n fun to talk with.
lyke hys attitude whu's kind of relax dude.
knw hym on 24 march.
lately i've been very bz with work.
nice function.
n evrythn great xcpt for my pay.
boss pay only half of my pay. sad2 sehk.
just nw i mit palat. at amk aftr my work til 6.30am. isnt tat long. palat2.
2mrw he goin to taiwan oready. i mean, todae. hm. tkcre my fwen.

Heyya..
I mit my ex, Haslan lately..
evrythng great.. we spend the whole night together..
Tats was a last min thingy...
but its been perfect for us...
I dont know how i feel 2wards hym.
but.. mybe i did still lurv hym..
but.. he kip saying dat dier dah ludah n takkn jilat alek..
Shoo, wads dat means..??...
Hmm..
Dat show me dat we wont b 2gthr animre but y isz he giving me hope..??
I neva start anythng.. He make e first move..
IM fucking confused n quite angry with hys attitude...
He put me in a question mark zone..
I tried to talk to hym bout tiz but he ignore me...
Hmm...

For now, my lyfe are cool...
Most of tyme r with my werk n my girls fren..
Yaya n Mimi...
Dey haf been great 2wards me..
Lurve dem shoo muchy...

Niwae, dis friday the 13... (March)
There will b an event at my werk place..
Its called masquerade nite...
it start from 7pm onwards...
It cost $35 with 3 free drinks...
(Our housepour n beers..)
Our premium bottle (20% discount)
Come join us n There will b comedians... n much mre...
It was held at Estate Bar...
21 Aroozoo Avenue...

Halu..
Lyfe haf been abit sux lately..
My cuzie (Ayu) was admited last week at SGH...
Today.. My atok was oso admited at CHangi HospitaL...
N my mum soon wil haf to go 4 operation...
After hearing all dis news, i feel scared if i lose sumone i
dearly love...

I kind of crying ryte now..
Nid sumone to talk to but everyone ignore me...
Even hym..
I just nid a fren to b with me ryte now..

Shuld i take off today??..
I dont know sehk..
Last min isz not good...
Haix..

I hope dat 2mrw off will be approve...
Shoo i get to mit my atok...

Hmm..
Lyf e geetiing soo hard diz daysss....
Im shoo confused...

My Lyfe haf been hard last month. But now, everythngs goes smoothly.

Im single yet not into rltnshp.. Mit up stupid ppL who shoo selengeh

n loads more.. I now learn wads being sgl is..

I mit Haslan on hys b'dae on 11 feb at tpy.. Everythng goes smoohly but its over

wad we xpected.. But i let it be coz i dnt want to get hurt anymre..

I know dat we still haf feelings 4 each otha but we haf to put tat awae.

I dnt want to force hym nor erritates hym..

Actuallie, b4 mitting hym.. i went to bugis with a fren..

E meeting ok2 lah but i dnt reallie lyke it..

He's not the one i thought he is..

Haix..

Tatz y i mit my ex aftr tat...

Not tat i want to go hme..

BUt he kip asking me to..

FCUK...!!!!

I hate dat typ of guy...

Now, my life is only with work n family...

I had a great tyme with my new frens..

ZILAH, SYIKIN, MOH, XAVIER, ERIC..

n my bestie.. YAYA...!!!

Its nice...

PLus otha fren would be lyke my customer n Fara..

They cheer up my lyfe..

N i dont know dat i reallie can get along dat well with e gerLs...

Its awesome sehk..

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Cant wait sehk to get my pay..

Nak kene byr mcm2 lak tu..

BUt i cant wait to save money..!!

Yiippee..!!!

Niwae, last but not least..

Thank Lan.. for paying e bills...

I will pay everythng bck wen i have money...

Plus.. Im off todae taO...!!!

Hahax..

++++KlaH.. GTG.. Im Tired.. 2Mrw werKinG at 3pm...++++

Kalau free2.. dtg ah tmpt my werk place at:

19 Arozoo Avenue.. (ESTATE BAR)... 4pm till 12am... *DAILY*

Near KOVAN MRT..

++++TAKE CARE.. BUHBYE.. CHOW..++++

Once your heart has been broken there is no getting out.
Torture is evergoing you only want to shout.

You bleed inside you will never have relief.
You lose all of your beliefs.

Every memory cuts into your soul like a blade.
You can never be saved.

It hurts so much you don't want to breathe.
The pain never leaves.

If you only had one more chance.....but it's gone.
You've been tortured so long.

The only relief you can recieve is to be with him again.
He is the only one who can save you from your pain and sin.

Halo.....
Todae i start werk at 2pm..
Shoo, i get out from mai houze at 1pm..
Mit ma fren at Kovan..
Everythng goes well n wad best bout 2dae is dat i just werk for 1 hr n e rest just
sit n relax..
Talk about lots of thngs with ma manager..
Haha!!
N now i got new fwen..
Mohd, Xavier and Eric...
Welcome 2 Mai life..!!!
cant believe tat dey r shoo baek n gerek to mix with...
We have some thngs in common n dey r those guys whu is 25 yrs n above..
Shoo can call Bro ah...
HELLO BRO...

Hmm..
2mrw i nid to go paya lebar..
Nid to buy blander n sum otha stuff..
For werk thng ahk...
With dem..

Haiyoo...
Shoo Leceh.
But good ah dat we want go breakfast first...
Haha!!
For now, my job gona b a secret..
If i work long enough den i will tell u guys k..
Hehe!!

Im Shoo Happy...
Just now just finish eating KFC...
Yummy!! Tak sempat amek gMbr sehk..
=)
But nvm..
Haha!! Hmm..
Klor..
2mrw i will kip evryone update again..
Myb with pictures..

-Chow-

Kukutip sisa cinta menjadi simpulan kasih,
Kuharungi duri ranjau kasih kerana sesungguhnya
aku wanita yang tercipta untukmu...

Lepak TymE...

Halu Everyone...
Firstly, u guys shuld listen to "Bobby Tinsley" Songs...
If u are into love songs.. It shuld be e right choice of songs...
Trust me.. U gonna lyke it .. haha!!

Bobby Tinsley

This is few of the songs..
Try listening to it..
U gonna love it..
TRUST ME..!!
=)

AKU CINTA PADAMU

Andainya engkau ku miliki
Terdahulu sebelumnya
Andai ku curah rasa hati
Mungkin kini ku tenang di sampingmu

Belum puas ku menikmati
Kesan kasih sayang kau terpaksa pergi
Inginku terus dicintai
Walau bisikanmu azimat berduri

Bila cinta berbunga
Jadi airmata di jariku

Betapa ku cinta padamu
Katakanlah kau cinta padaku
Sematkanlah di hatimu
Walau di mana berada
Ingatku dalam doamu

Hiasilah hati
Dengan cinta suci
Selamanya

Gemerlapkan jiwa
Semikanlah cinta
Semoga kau dan aku
Akhirnya bersama

Akukan menunggu
Walaupun seribu tahun lagi

"Actualie, i dont realie lyke dis song...
But its all about love with makes me cant stop singing this song..."

Love it.. Love it.. Lyke it..

My lyfe are getting very awesome...
Get to mit up weird ppL n sum doesnt look lyke a person..
Haha!! Hmm.. After i noe dis guy, i sumkind of know dat deres sumthing bout us.
We are weird prsn n he's e very very weird one.
Neva get to stop laughing sehk wen msging hym...
He kind of sweet n understand me loads...
Its lyke we have known for years but actualie it just months...
Wheneva i start thnking bout hym.. It makes my WORLD GO ROUND...
SHoo.. Am i in love..?...
Guess shooo....
Yippeee!!!!

Aniwae, i alreadie get a job.. N im happy about it.
At first no lah coz no one encourage me..
But thanks too atok cute...
He alwaes give me e encouragement tat i want...
THANK YOU!!!

Aku Cinta Padamu - Siti Nurhaliza

This song is wats my heart says... Love ya... Muackxxx

Family Gathering...

Pucuk ubi..

Ubi Kayu

Barongan

Aishah

Halo.. Halo.. Halo..
Hmm..

Dis few daes, everything went shoo smoothly..

Get to mit up all my frens n e most great thng is..

I alreadie forget evrythng about my past..

Anywae, i just want to wish everyone .....

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!!

iM SHoo Happy... Coz its holiday n sumone reallie make me feel happie!! Wooaaahhhh!!!!

JUst want to say thank u 2 dat person.. THANK U!!

I spend my holidae mostly with ma famili n besti.. Hehe!!

Lets watch.....

Ikan Siakap

"Bila agaknye aku nak tinggi..? Hmm.. I want to be 2.2 m tall...!! Doa2 kan k.."

Aishah in the car.. Nak jadi Datin2... Ader driver mah.. haha!!

Sorrie Mum..

"Yaya eat alot.. Hmm.. Yummy!!"

Doesnt look lyke me.. But percayalah.. Dats is me..

Monyet2 di mandai.. Cute kan... Can i bring hOme..??

Nice view.. Love it..

Yeah!! At last i get to finish up my song writting...
Wow!! Im shoo Happy...!!! :-)
NOW... Im so damn confused what to du sehk..
Feeling shoo damn bored at homie...
Hmm...
My novels alreadie half wae to e ending...
Du u think i get to publish my own book..??
I oso dnt noe ler...

This is my starting of d story...

"Haikal! Jangan tinggalkan i. Hidup i tidak bermakna lagi tanpa u. I merayu kepada u sayang. Jangan lepaskan i..." Itulah ucapan terakhir yang dapat aku sampaikan kepadanya.
Selepas pemergian nya, hidup aku mula rasa kesepian. Ini bukan kali pertama aku putus cinta tetapi ini adalah kali pertama aku sangat menghargai sesebuah perhubungan. Melupakan dirinya, aku percaya bahawa ia tidak akan pernah terjadi.
Setiap kali apabila aku bersendirian di rumah, aku mula merasakan kesepian. Kesepian yang terlalu sukar untuk aku menukarkan kepada perasaan yang lain.

That's e starting....
Hehe..!! Lain2... tunggu saje k...
The story is mostly about my life...
Maybe in 3 months tyme, i will finish it n going to malaysia for approval n nid a publisher... Hehe!!

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Day by day... i starting to lyke a guy.. He's nice n too nice..
Even it was just a simple sms, just by looking at hys name appearing at my hp...
It alreadie can make my day...
I dont know how hys thnking about me...
He's not tat good looking but he's just nice to look at....
He's sweet, cute n fun to talk with.
He neva fail to make me smile or even laugh n i dnt thnk he knew it.
Hmmm....
No one knows about it.. But jus both my bestie...
They ask me 2 forget hym n go for anotha guy but how??..
He's e first guy i know n lyke after my ex left me...
Wad shuld i du now??
Shuld i tell hym...?? hmm... Mayb not now.
Haix...

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I still can keep smilling even eu r gone...

So, dont worrie bie.. Im gonna be okae.!!!

Whateva it is, I will still keep my promises.

& i hope dat u keep it too. Loving eu r d most wonderful

thng happen in my lyfe. & dat means, forgeting n hating

eu r the thngs whch i will neva get to do it

coz inside of me... there will alwaes be eu

HURBIE BOIFIE...!!!

*GREEN IS FOR REMEMBERING U*

There's no more me n hym or even us.. Jus me, myself n i.
Having to let hym go, its hard for me.. But i think im oreadie feeling 'serik'.
I alreadie get a job n im starting a new beginning of my lyfe.
Not into rltnshp n just want 2 b fiends with evryone..
I love myself n i do have a crush on sumone..
But tat prsn is attached. I neva tell hym anythng about my feelings.
Coz its too early.. But its alreadie to late for me 2 tell hym evrythng.
N now, nuthing lyke dat will happen coz i dont wan 2 snatch anyone bf..

Im happie getting cloze with my besti bck.. She alwaes been there 4 me.
She's evrythng.. 4 now, i want to make myself happy n njoy my life...
To my guy gd fren, hope u get the girl of ur dream.
To Haslan, im sorry n will neva come bck...
To everyone... welcome 2 my life...!!!

You’re everything I thought you never were
And nothing like I thought you could’ve been
But still you live inside of me
So tell me how is that?

You’re the only one I wish I could forget
The only one I’d love to not forgive
And though you break my heart, you’re the only one
And though there are times when I hate you
Cause I can’t erase
The times that you hurt me
And put tears on my face
And even now while I hate you
It pains me to say
I know I’ll be there at the end of the day

I don’t wanna be without you babe
I don’t want a broken heart
Don’t wanna take a breath with out you babe
I don’t wanna play that part
I know that I love you
But let me just say
I don’t want to love you in no kind of way no no
I don’t want a broken heart
And I don’t wanna play the broken-hearted girl…No...No
No broken-hearted girl
I’m no broken-hearted girl

Something that I feel I need to say
But up to now I’ve always been afraid
That you would never come around
And still I want to put this out
You say you’ve got the most respect for me
But sometimes I feel you’re not deserving me
And still you’re in my heart
But you’re the only one and yes
There are times when I hate you
But I don’t complain
Cause I’ve been afraid that you would've walk away
Oh but now I don’t hate you
I’m happy to say
That I will be there at the end of the day

I don’t wanna be without you babe
I don’t want a broken heart
Don’t wanna take breath with out you babe
I don’t wanna play that part
I know that I love you
But let me just say
I don’t want to love you in no kind of way no no
I don’t want a broken heart
And I don’t wanna play the broken-hearted girl...No…No
No broken-hearted girl

Now I’m at a place I thought I’d never be…Oooo
I’m living in a world that’s all about you and me…yeah
Ain't gotta be afraid my broken heart is free
To spread my wings and fly away
Away With you
yeah yeah yeah, ohh ohh ohh

I don’t wanna be without my baby
I don’t wanna a broken heart
Don’t want to take a breath with out my baby
I don’t wanna play that part
I know that I love you
But let me just say
I don’t want to love you in no kind of way..No..No
I don’t want a broken heart
I don’t wanna play the broken-hearted girl..No..No..
No broken-hearted girl
Broken-hearted girl No…no…
No broken-hearted girl
No broken-hearted girl

Mika was born in Beirut, Lebanon, the third of five children born to a Lebanese mother and an American father. He wrote his first song, which he describes as an "awful" piano instrumental called "Angry".

He has also slightly altered his given name, Mica, changing the "c" to a "k,"

because he was frustrated by how often people would mispronounce it.

HEARTBROKEN

I dont noe wat happen to my love lyfe... This a yr plus i've been spending my entire tyme jus with a guy. Ystrdae i mit hym n now he's gone.. I dont noe whether i shuld b angry or not but if any decent girls outa there experience dis, it will b a heartbroken.

I just feel dat im lyke a "prostitute"... He make me feel dat wae.
Just imagine.. If u alreadie gif everything 2 a guy plus sex... after dat, without any thank u... He just sae dat u can go now. How will u guys feel??..
I put everythng to hym. I know dat he's not lyke e guy outside...
He's one of a kind. But y dis nice guy can change just dat wae to a simple bad guy..??

Aftr getting heartbroken, i den realize how much pain he cause me. I cried how hard pon, he wont care.. Wad sort of guy is dat..??
I reallie dnt know wats in hys head.
Tak cukop ke ape yg aku berikan??.. Sgale2nya tao..
Money, Trust, Love, Lust... Everythng...
Wat more he want??..

Now2 i believe that boys r all the same... Whateva change dey want to make, there wont b any...
BOYS ARE BOYS...
They r just coward...
Am i right Ladies...??

Hello. Hello. Hello. Hello.
This few daes i've beeN shoo stress with boys around m3...
I dnt kn0w whu shuLd i Msg with..
$4 of my pp8 can fiNish just dat wae in a day without the freen incoMing charges...
OMG.. dats was F**King shoo faSt...

Last 2 day i went to my fwen houze...
Mit new prsn there n make new fweNs...
Its great...
Yan ask me out nxt wk but i dnt know whether i shuld go or n0t...
2mrw myb going to mit Lan...
Dats going to b the last 4 surE...
hmm.. Just wait n c larh k.
But...
Its not a cfm yet c0z he might b werkinG 2mrw..

Klah.. gtg now..
chow...
=)

CINTA INI MEMBUNUHKU
by: D'MASIV
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